An Excerpt from www.dubious-institute.com one of my favorite blogs from across the pond.
“I have waited and waited and waited to start feeling like a grown up personâ€¦ funnily enough, I am still waiting. The other day I looked at myself in the mirror and realized (again) that I am as grown up as I am ever going to be. It struck me hard that I am never going to experience that feeling, I imagined grown ups felt, of being in control, being safe in my own space and confident of my powers. My immediate next thought was that I had surely created, for myself, a distorted impression of what it must be like to be grown up and that, like many other â€œfactsâ€ I had used as emotional and developmental foundations, it was a load of utter pish.”
Man, I’m glad I am not the only one that feels this way… but I am still just a spry 30 year old.